Career

For those who still don’t know, i’ve left Prudential (hereinafter Pru) for a good 8 months and i’m happy with my decision.

i miss my frens in Pru, my clients and definitely the fun we had at work/ out of work.

i guessed leaving them may not be a bad decision, bcz when God closes one door, he’ll open up a better one for you!

The grass is always greener on the other side, so be contented with what you have now and live with it!

I’m working with Credit Suisse (hereinafter as CS) (not the branch at ORQ nor ORL but the branch in CBP.

God is good, even thou he took away the flexibility of time i used to  have (not needing to squeeze with the people on train bcz of our flexible hours in Pru),

he gave me a good company with fantastic employee benefits.

Name me a company that you know provides transport services to and fro for about 10 different places around Singapore.

CS has one of the better welfare (quote xiang’s mummy).

my team is small, just 6 of us and together with us in our big fish tank are people in the Corp Security Dept.

i love my fish tank!

even thou we are most of the time on our own (bcz our fish tank is restricted access) we’re happy in there!

With people like my director around, laughter has integrated into our work. That of cz makes work more fun!

started with them in March to date, 5 months and still counting!

i’m having a whale of time! ^^

Health

April alone, i went to the hospital for 5 times i think.

all bcz of my gastric problem.

did a day surgery/gastroscope in mid April as mentioned in the previous post , follow by alot of follow ups..

suppose to have another ultrasound scan for my gastric but i kinda defaulted it in a way.

nonetheless, have to start taking care of it before it gets worst again.

Life + Friends

Life is as always – Beautiful!

i have wonderful friends whom i’ve been catching up with.

the usual – PC

been meeting up more often than not.

to keep the 8 years of friendship going!

Was our last meet up the hotel stay?

nevertheless, i’m counting down 3 days to meeting them again!

for belated 1707!!!

shihui

my dinner khaki and running khaki!

poor girl who got psychoed to join StandChart 21km with me! HAHA!

Sweet girl who looks fine all the time, but you know i know, its not that fine after all.

Its okie Girl! you’ve got me!

cheerie up and train hard for our 21 km!

The lost and found – 4G

Have been coming together pretty often lately due to the efficient 4 administrators! a-hem~ haha

Great bunch of people that shared one of my most missed memories in secondary school!

getting together is never easy. but i’m grateful that people do make an effort to attend all the event created!

Next one coming up 13 August (friday the 13th)

Please do come! =D

yunxiang  + gang

This girl.. took her close to 8 years before she finally shifted to Tampines!!

yay! ^^v

ever since she shifted here, we’ve been meeting up more often for all sorts of stuff.

From dinner to mahjong to movie to birthday celebration to K-boxing!! lol

looking forward to our dinner date nx week! (=

Old fren

Met an old fren from JC last week.

lotsa catch up to do.. amazingly its not that awkward after so long of not keeping in contact!

there’s something that’s really bothering us.

Yes we are from the same JC, but we’re from diff Fac ie diff class, diff CCA, diff  in most of our subject maybe except Econs.

So how on earth we met and how did we manage to get each other’s number.. Good question ya?

I’m sure many of you guys don’t know how you’ve  this fren here and there…

So this question has been killing lotsa our brain cells!——————————————————–

Its going to be one year soon..

i hate to say this, but i’m honestly kinda tired of all the quarrels / arguements..

There’s this something that’s missing out from our relationship.

the communication:

normal circumstances we can carry out all sorts of conversation.

certain days, we just ended up arguing about almost everything.

the trust:

i’ve lost my trust once and i wanted to forgive and forget.

That’s a huge leap of faith.

to try to gain back the trust that was lost.

its defnitely easier said then done.

Until now, i still don’t have that same  trust that we used to have that we both know will bring us to somewhere someday.

let’s just hope things can change for the better.

no idea how long more i can hold myself up in this situation of lack of faith too.

”The stronger i look it  just meant the weaker i am inside.”

nonsense aside, i’m looking forward to spending time with you on the 9th, celebrating SIngaproe’s 45th Birthday!

swimming, lunching, shopping, fireworks, bbq!!!! woohoo!!!

Its late, almost 1am. be patient and wait for the next post which i don’t know how soon is it.

Good night to the world!

Love,

Apple

its gonna be about something that happen in the 2nd week of March!

been 8 months since the faithful day.

throughout this period of time, we laughed like mad, we quarreled like mad, we sing like mad, we cold war like mad.

i guess this is just part and parcel of a relationship.

looking at this long term, let’s make it a quarrel-free, cold war-free journey.

its a long long journey before we can reach the common destination.

the road ahead is never lonely.

only by understanding and controlling our temper will then lead to a smoother path.

i’m learning to give you more time and slowly gaining more trust.

Jia you ba!

in a blink of eyes it has been eight months.

in another blink of eyes, another eight months will pass.

then you will probably have more time.

we lack communication, so we can go for a post graduate trip to communicate! =D

Jia You!!! Jia You!!! Jia You!!!

*fear*

It always a brand new experience going somewhere with different groups of people..

this time round is the dunno how many times up the hill to the full of cloud resort…

but its my 1st time with this bunch..

we arrived at 1pm at Genting Resort Hotel which is going to be the one we’re residing in for the nx few days..

my room is 16116… as the  room no. suggest, we are actually  jus two levels lower than the highest floor in the hotel..

the thing is being in a high high place and staying in a high high room.. we get to see ALOT of clouds…

our view was fantastic too!

looking down from my room, the entire view of the outdoor themepark at First World..

looking forward, without cloud of cz, is alot of mountains.

really a scenic view!

then again being up there, a lot of times our view is jus clouds..

one occassion when i return to hotel room to rest cz the gastric was acting again.

i found out that the clouds have intruded into our room!

amazingly surprise! first encounter with the clouds in the room..

our stay there was a cold one..

was showering here and then..

a minute ago, all was cloudy

a minute later, its all clear..

we actually laugh and tried out the common sentence of vanishing into the thin air!

and it really works!!!

i can see one of my friend literally vanishing into the clouds just outside one of the hotels!

haha

Genting could nv be as fun without them! and the clouds.. haha

Gastric has been a pain for the past few months to weeks…

its getting too often that people around me start to worry about wad is gg on in my stomach..

jus two weeks ago, i went to the polyclinic hoping to have a scan done.

but i was then referred to Changi General Hospital Specialist  BUT the appt date’s endFeb.

during this period of time, all i could do was to have regular meals and on medicine..

scheduled for an endscopy on 24th Feb at CGH..

let’s pray that nothing bad will be found from the scope as well as the biopsy report..

while i went for holiday in the clouds, Shaoxiang did up a fab job to change my theme of the blog and also the banner of it..

i love it..

introducing the character in the banner:

First on the list: baby panda, a little gift from me to him on his birthday..

following the queue, we have a picture of us at Golden Prawn Kelong at Batam during our new year eve trip. Excited about the unfamiliar places as well as our first oversea trip!

lastly on the extreme right, we have pandapple. while browsing thru the sanrio calendar a few weeks ago, i came across this character and i thought was super close to our heart. for those who are not familiar with Shaoxiang, he has a nickname tt his classmates gave him call panda…

haha so basically this pandapple character is a combination of us both…

interesting interesting interesting..

Hope u guys like the banner!!!

Ta-Da!!

yeap, he’s the one who did up the nice Banner for me..

i just found out that someone left a comment on the previous previous post..

but i dunno who the person is.. so naturally i ask him lo..

dardarapple.blogspot.com

haha i tot who sia!!! chey!!!!

thanks ar, bi…

i’m into alot of new songs recently. from english to chinese to korean to hokkein! haha

Officially missing you, starlight tears, jia hou, qing ai de, hua sha etc..

i wan to go KTV!!!

sorry i sidetrack..

i met him a few yrs ago on a faithful day.

our story is complicated.

more complicated than taylor swift’s.. 

from a total stranger to a fan to a fren to a compliacted one to now,

my lovely boy

he’s very considerate and thoughtful

e.g. to remember things that i eat n dun eat

so often he’ll make dinner for us.

often i feel that i’m in safe hands.

although squabbles are sometimes part of our relationship

which pair of couple don’t quarrel?

in this short span of time,

alot has happen.

Happy moments, sad moments, smiling moments, crying moments

all these forms memory…

discarding the unhappy safe keeping the happy…

responsible and diligent in his work n studies..

he’ll get his honours classification of his choice..

Jia you o!

3 months have past.

alot of things has happened.

but i dunno where to start.

anyone there to help me?